Thoughts, Dreams and Feelings

My Search for Serenity

Caring

Caring is knowing that your love is showing you care

For someone somewhere, you wonder if they are really there.

How do you block out fear? That something bad will appear?

In your mind you know it is near, you know you must get away from here.

Passion is love, touching soft as a dove, holding on, for what must have begun

A story to tell when it is done.

Lonely is despair, knowing you cared, waiting to see, remembering the story, of how it all began

by caring.

EMH 1-19-86 3:27 A.M

Copyright ©1986 Eveie

A Long Time Ago

A long time ago, there stood a child

Waiting and wondering, bound to be wild.

A child took a trip, a trip afar,2000 miles through the stars.

A long time ago, a child grew, from innocent to wild, so say a few.

To find a future, through what many knew....all along time ago.

A time ago, this was you know, a child in life, what few survive?

The pressures and pain, of what must remain, the same.

A child looks back to the same sad fact, no mommy no daddy, no where to make tracks.

So a child must know, and that child will grow, into what few knew

All along time ago.

EMH 1-19-86 12:40 A.M

Copyright ©1986 Eveie

The Attraction

A look, so strong, so much an obsession.

A sign, you wait for, to make that connection.

A feeling, you share, from a glance for a chance,

To make the attraction, to make romance.

A wonder, inside, that wants to come out.

A chance, you take, and wait to come about.

A choice, you know, has to be made,

Go for the attraction, before it fades.

A fulfillment, you feel, when the feeling is gone

A memory, you remember, when the winters grow long.

A part of your shared, with a freind or a foe.

The attraction, the reaction, yes or no.

EMH 3-15-86 8:53 P.M

Copyright ©1986 Eveie

Frown of Lonliness

Isn't funny when you think it's the end?

Everything crashing down, you don't have a friend?

You want to hide, you feel so alone, you want to run far, to a place unknown.

Nomatter how you try, nothing gets you high

When your down with a frown of lonliness.

When you escape, who is there for you?

Who will be your prince, and come to your rescue?

Who will see you for you and not run away?

Stand by your side, when things go astray?

How will you find, even though life is unkind

A better time is not just inside of your mind!

EMH 6-28-86

Copyright ©1986 Eveie

The Arms of a West Wind ( my first country western song..yikes!)

There was a time when we shared

Dreams of a future, did you really care?

I wonder now, and I can't see how

You can hold someone near, and then disappear

( chorus)  To the arms of a west wind

You can try, but you'll never win

You lied so much and why?

Did you like it when I started to cry?

2nd Verse: You think your a man, do ya? False pride will rule ya

You can stay with your ultimate sins, and run to the arms of a west wind.

My heart is here, broken, alone, filled with fear, of going on with life's sweet songs

But I can try now, and I still can't see how

You can love someone, dear and then disappear?

chorus variation: To the arms of a west wind

You can try but the west will win

You lied so much and why?

Did you like it when I wanted to die?

EMH 7-4-86 8:58 A.M 

Copyright ©1986 Eveie

(This one is to Phil Manganaro )

A Friend

Alone again, what's wrong with you?

Do you feel strange? A relationship in view?

No way, you say, I won't have it that way!!

But what do you do or say??!!

Look here, babe, We're such good friends

Why are you destroying times that don't have to end?

'Cause hey, you know? we're friends!?

I like  you a lot and sometimes want you near

But being good friends and all, I didn't think you feared, anything???

So, what's going on? babe talk to me? I can listen, that's what friends are meant to be!

If I am in the way, then I can go away, but I will still be a friend, anyways!

I can understand your a man, I've felt you before

You can do whatever you want, with whomever you feel

But you know it's only real, with a friend!

EMH 7-24-86  10:31 P.M

Copyright ©1986 Eveie

Lost and Free

Lost and free

Where a human mind was meant to be

Cleansed and reborn, to be reformed

Beyond futuristic fantasies

By far a part of reality

Rarely informed

Of where a human heart shall seek

What a human body might need

You’re just lost and free

Like a silent wind that blows through steel

A painless thing, you really feel

Hot sensations, leave you stone cold

You’re just never too old to be

Lost and free

Lost and free

A human mind was meant to be

Lost and free

Lost and free.

EMH

8-27-86

12:05 A.M.

Copyright ©1986 Eveie

 

 

I Kissed You and Your Love Goodbye (2nd c/w song)

You threw it all away, 'cause you needed time

Well, when the sands run dry, you will find

When you left my heart cold, thinking you were so bold, I kissed you and your love goodbye.

When you reach for me, you will grab a stone

You will want to throw it, but its no fun alone!

Where are you going? What are my eyes showing you, now?

Visions of you have faded from my mind, you took just a little too much time!

Now, when you look at yourself in the mirror, Does it seem a little clearer?

That these lips that for you cried, have kissed you and your love goodbye!

You listened to what too many people said, where are THEY now when you head off to bed?

You will burn if you dont learn, from them voices in your head!

Because I kissed you and your love goodbye, memories of you will soon die

You took to much time, and now you will find

I kissed you and your love, Goodbye.

EMH 9-18-86 7:54 P.M

Copyright ©1986 Eveie