I struggle down this weary path, trying to survive the aftermath.
I know he died for me and my sins,
How can I choose? How can I refuse? When will my life begin?
I want so much to follow HIM, but his light to me, somehow is dim?
I need so much to understand, the power revolving around this man!
What is holding me down? What can help ME to be found?
How can I break loose from my ways? I will find the answer one of these days.
Be patient with me, O Lord, for somehow I cannot afford
To live a life so blind, to forget your love, is mine!
EMH 6-28-87 2:29 A.M
Copyright ©1987 Eveie
Get up and try to find a way to return to the pyscho-mystical reality we call life!
Why do we try to change what just cannot be done?
You want so much, but get so little; you try and try to be kind, to be there because you care!
Always misunderstood because you try. You don't want nothing in return, but you DO, but you try not to.
Oh God, WHY!! Why do we constantly have to try?
Why do we always have to be so high to escape the pain and misery of our surroundings and not have to try to find out why?
Why can't we see through each other? See everyone for what they really are?
A mystery solved before your crushed, before getting involved; but you know you have to try!
I guess people aren't so bad.... we run to each other for comfort but in return, why do they turn away?
But when YOU try, YOUR the one who is strange! You know why?
People, I guess, see someone who cares as a fool!!
EMH 2-88
Copyright ©1988 Eveie
Do you feel strange inside?
Something just isn't right?
What you say and what you do
Outta mind, outta site
Something you said true?
Who are you playing for a fool?
You passed me on the highway, but with one lane ahead
Your lonely, then your dead!
You crashed into reality
What have you left behind?
What may have been different, may have been right
But something still is wrong
Sometimes so unkind
Read closely the words to this song
Will you find......
Me?
EMH 2-9-88 12:36 A.M.
Copyright ©1988 Eveie
Faded memories of lost sorrow brings us to new beginnings.
Coincedence hiding to constantly remind you of before.
Lock that door but save the key, a lot of times you can run here for security.
You can learn here, the ability to overcome fear.
You have to decide
Do I go on? Do I hide? Do I cry?
How do I fight? How do I win?
But giving into foolish fears, something inside you hears what to do
From some force of instinct, coming from deep within......YOU!
EMH 2-18-88 6:16 A.M
Copyright ©1988 Eveie
( TO: O.D.D, who has a hand written copy of this!)
Sometimes so hard to find, past memories of this " bumb and grind."
Love seems so far away
Someone just right to hold, someone who just isn't too bold.
Not demanding
Someone that doesn't start commanding, just goes with the flow
Not to worry about friends or foe, just go and be happy!
Fear stands in the way, trying to please everyone with what you say
Guys always say, "Change her" little do they realize the danger this attitude enlightens
I don't want to change!! I like being me! I like being free!!
Then I met you, a passionate moon
What will happen next? Will I try too hard to give my best?
What about the rest?
I guess I will wait and see how this story continues.......
EMH 3-5-88 3:18-88
Copyright ©1988 Eveie
Do you see the slide show I see? Lying awake at 3 in the morning?
Racing through the pictures to find, the end of the story?
But the movie is known a mystery for the future untold is a fantasy
But living in suspense just seems so dense sometimes
So you turn the page or change the slide
depending upon what your trying to find
A new and different way to search beyond today
How come so far away?
Sometimes it seems so far away
Far, Far away!
EMH 4-19-88
Copyright ©1988 Eveie
( guitar chords c-a-g-c-c-g a-c-g added 7-21-88) Pink Floyd rubs off...HAHAHA!!
From the farthest path in time to the furthest faintest star
An elusive explosion was felt, by a hypnotic electric guitar.
The seeds of matter that scattered, went beyond the speed of sound
Some drifted away, some faded away, some were never found.
As time went on, these seeds bore all to only a special few
Who could understand the ability, and the power the ability knew.
To learn and master this power, to be the tree to bare this fruit
To enjoy the craft of heavy metal, knowing excellence is better then good.
So, the future was set in Rock-Roll, as the audience stood and applauded.....
They knew
Many could give you their all, but few could give you THE WORK!
EMH 5-88
Copyright ©1988 Eveie
(Written for the band THE WORK... Randy and Ray Robertson, Mitch Reihl, Robert Montaque)
Isn't wrong, to want someone knew?
When you know in your heart, someones got ahold of you?
Yea, isn't it wrong, to want to reach out?
Isn't it wrong, to put my love in doubt?
Isn't it wrong, to love me times 3?
Oh baby, you're either married or free!
Isn't it wrong, being a fool in your heart?
When you already know, someones playing that part?
You don't even care, what happens to me
When you're out, being married but free.
Oh and isn't it wrong, to try and love me?
Isn't it wrong, to SAY you are free???
EMH 5-23-88 9:51 A.M
Copyright ©1988 Eveie
You walked out on me today,
Even though I wanted you to stay
How could you make me such a fool?
You know how much I cared
For all the times we shared
How could I believed in you?
It's so hard to walk away, even though I've been betrayed
How could you have turned out to be this way?
Was it worth the hurt and pain, another notch for you to gain?
Did you really think that I was so vain?
It's so hard to make you see, the beauty beyond the trees
Oh baby, how could YOU betray me!
It's so hard, It's so hard, It's so hard once you've been betrayed
EMH 8-10-88 10:45 P.M
Copyright ©1988 Eveie
( guitar D-C-G)