Dear Danny,
For here it is, today you'd be 35
Still somehow, I still feel you, your here and alive!!
Since midnight has passed, I can feel you and your aura, too
Your guidance, your peace, your love.
Surrounded by the brightest of lights!
I see your peace, in the whitest of doves.
I will honour you and sit at your grave
Bring you presents, those flowers, I saved.
Thank you for being my favorite angel, a gift from God
Mischievous at times, I hear what your showing.... you speak in song!!
So...for now I'll say so long and visit with friends
I still notice what your showing me; what's right, what's wrong.
I will write more if words need to be wrote ( I tingle)
I feel you all around me, keeping me aware
like.... a nicely worn coat, so comfortable
---I see myself on this "boat"
the wind...sweet and fresh
Advising me through this lifetimes water ( I smile)
I now know you thought of me, and my daughter.
So, today instead of tears of greif
I just smile of you and your presence
I feel such a relief!
Because what I've learned, and seen, and where I've been
Because of my belief
So, I pause for privacy
I shall talk to you soon
I'll see you in the dawn, after the setting of this early morning moon
---and by the way, these things from my heart....
What I record here is what I say clear
This all goes fondly out to reach you, to meet you on this very special day!!
I miss you...that's all I wanted to say!!
EMH 3-28-2000 4:28 A.M
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Lord, please guide us and keep us sane
when clients get loud,
when they cuss and complain
please give us wisdom and patience and tact
as we try to explain to them
the troubleshooting facts
And after the call is over and gone
please let c.s.s stay up
and keep us logged on
please Bless our que,never let it be red
we thank you dear Lord
for these calm little heads
however I feel it must be said
how sweet it would be
to just v.t.o instead
Amen
Copyright ©2001 Eveie
To Patty with Love for Randy
Wow, here we are, time sure goes by fast
It would've been your birthday now,
But you've celebrated your last
I think often of you and all you did for me
You were so young, you lived life so freely
I feel selfish sometimes when I cry
I never had the chance to say goodbye
Even though sometimes I feel lonely and sad
The smarter side of me is glad
That you're out of misery and all that pain.
Now that winter is over, I look forward to seeing you
Dancing on the desert's shoulders
Playfully in the shadows of the rocky boulders
In the form of the warm light of the sun
You will always be apart of me in my heart, in my soul
I just thought you should know
I'll look for you again and again
And I'll find you, next rainbow
Copyright ©2001 Eveie
Last night on-line God blessed me with luck
As I met a wonderful man,his name,Chuck.
I couldn't believe my eyes,
He said so many wonderful things in his words
I gave the Lord praise in the sky!
I had a hard time saying good-bye,
I wonder if he'll call me sometime
and brighten my day,as he did last night
My broken heart is once again complete
He makes me feel like a school girl
the feeling is so sweet
I wonder if he and his doggie are still tired
As they both are probably still asleep
By their larch-wood fire
As I go to pray and again give praise,
I thank God for the big smile on my face
today!
Copyright ©2001 Eveie ( To Carroll Anderson)
Father in heaven
I need your help again
Dont know where life is going
but I sure know where it's been
It seems I went on free will
cuz I had no will of my own
I tried to reach to far,now I feel alone.
So, father in heaven
please shine your light on me
so I can find my way
when it's just to dark to see
Father in heaven
don't know what the future has in store
so I will trust in you
like I've done so many times before
Father in heaven
I'm knocking on your door
cuz,father in heaven,
I need your help
once more
Copyright ©2001 Eveie
People can't hear when they are talking
Spout out prejudice, before they think
Ask me nothing I'm just walking my path
Think you know me,know me you do not
Don't know the battles I have fought
Walk a mile or two in my shoes
Stay away from my heart
It's still bruised
Fat or skinny, skinny or fat
Don't care to hear, what is said about that
Bad mom good mom, who are you to judge?
Alone and I close my eyes
Reaching out into darkness
Sending telepathic hugs
One day someday,truth will be known
When she is older, when she is grown
Sacrifices made, the toll my heart has paid
Lies and rumors hateful glimmers
Mistakes replaced too many two-faced
Still I walk my way.
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