Thoughts, Dreams and Feelings

My Search for Serenity

To Khiggins..My Song To You

How long I've waited for mistletoe....

I'll meet you there if I have to wait forever

Should've never let you go....

Oh how I miss you so!!

So many years ago, my mind takes me away...

Laughter fun...your eyes..your Mustang...

Riding around...listening to the tapes you would make for me...

I'll be waiting forever.. for mistletoe, for you to wisk take my breathe indeed!!

Years have come and gone, moments in time I sit and reflect,

I smile when I think of you when you were mine

We were so good together, we shared so much mutual respect!

We had South Moutain... Roger Waters...... San Diego.... and Wish You Were Here....

It's obvious.. I still wish it true, as I still connect with you!!

I will wait for you forever under mistletoe..

Forget all the ribbons... forget all the bows....

You taught me TRUE love

Something I never heard of!!!

Teddy-bears....Roses....Marching Band.....

Boogie Boarding and just us...... walking on the sand.

Oh how I loved to watch you cut loose on your drums

I pause to laugh.....to smile.. remembering it all!!

It all went by too fast!! Our Past!!

Makes me wonder, as I laugh...Do you still have EARDRUMS?...lol!?

We were so CLOSE to each other so many different times...

Growing pains and mustangs... to limos and gizmos....

I miss those eyes, the ones I could never forget!

Now, so many regrets!

My song to you comes from my heart

The part of me... You stole right from the start!!

Even after ALL THESE YEARS??

Every December 1st, brings me to tears!!

So, my dear.....

I will be waiting, forever and a day

Underneath the mistletoe

EVEN if I'm waiting until I'm old and gray

For one more look into your eyes...Until the day I die!

I'll be standing and waiting.....

Searching for you... or waiting to be found....

For ONE more kiss under the misteltoe...

Because I MISS YOU SO

THIS IS MY SONG to YOU

Because You also, were  the song to me

I'll wait and wait praying you're free

For one more chance of romance

With My Higgy!!

All My Love,

E

 

EMH

12-18-08

12:21 A.M.

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HAVE FAITH

Fruit in jars? What does that mean?
Your fruit belongs in your dreams!!
Have FAITH, dear friend
Hard times, no money to lend
These are all tests, to see how far we will bend!
Ownership of a home
HOW many people
Got screwed on those loans!!
One more day
We sit down to pray
Waiting for a knock on the door
The hell with our credit scores!
Peace of mind would be nice it seems
Just trying to live THE AMERICAN DREAM
Time is just ticking away
The house isn't worth worring about anyway!!
Money here? Oh yeah, owe them today
Is the end in site of this economic dismay?
HAVE FAITH and pray, then pray and pray!
That seems to be, OUR ONLY WAY!
EMH
12-1-08
1:58 pm
E.S.T.

Copyright ©2008 Eveie

Dedicated to Bowillie... SNORKKKS!!

Look In The Mirror

 

 

She said just look in the mirror...yeah sista

I said, I’m not the "wanna be on marriage three don’t know who I wanna be" yeahhhhh

 

I looked in the mirror, sistaaaaaaa

I took a long hard look, yeahhh yeahh

I seen my "worked my ass to the bone, stuck up for myself out there on my own" yeahhh uh huh

 

You don’t know meeee

Ya never looked back too seeee

You were too buzyyy, Sistaaaaaa

Yeahhhhhhhh yeahhhhhhhhhh

Just standin' in the mirror, admiring your figure

You just "Couldn't see, underneath that self-loathing need a man for your own needs" yeahhhhhh

Oh yeahhhhh yeahhhhhh yeahhhhhhhh sistaaaaaaa

 

You say I gave up? You say I lived off tax dollars WAY too long?

What would you know about me? You were always gone?

Yeahhhhhhh yeahhhhhh, sistaaaaaa

You said" your just critical, blah blah, blah"

I wonder if you can even listen when you’re always talkin'

Don’t ask my opinion, when you don’t want to hear it, HA HA!!

Yeahhhhhhhh yeahhhhhhhhhhhh sistaaaaaaaa

Sista, now Look in the Mirror

Just look in the mirrorrrrr

I can stand what I see,

I can look and still be free

Cuz I am “A strong, don’t have to have no man, no one, always taking care of me"

Yeahhhhhh yeahhhhhhhhhh Sista!

TAKE A LOOK, HARD LOOK

Just Look in that mirror

Yeahhhhhhhhh yeahhhhhhhhh, Sistaaaa

Look in the mirror!

 

EMH

10-12-08

7:03 P.M

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